Macro 60mm lens.
That’s literally everything I’m going to do today (apart for going food-shopping that is). During summer I work exceptionally much since everybody has vacations and such. So I basically live at work, which can be quite boring at times. So when I have a day like this, a day where I don’t even have to think about shoes, or custumers or anything, I really feel like I need to share it with you guys! Because it makes me soooo sooo happy!
I’m really longing for our moving-day right now….it’s only a month left but right now it feels like forever! :( I just want to pack all of our stuff and leave now. Sadly that’s not the case though. But I guess that time will pass on quickly, at least I hope so!
Have a great Monday folks!
I just really feel that I need to ventilate my feelings here. In April I applyed to a couple of different universities that I was really interested in and that I wanted to get into. July 9:th I got my respond from these universities and it turns out that my first-hand choice (which was web content manager and designer) I got waitlisted, but I’m the fifth in line to get in so I don’t feel to bad about it :) Actually really proud. However, my second choice was an arts programme in fashion studies at one of the top universities here in Sweden….and I got accepted to that one! I couldn’t believe my eyes when I saw the bright green letters shining in my face. The problem is though that I don’t know what to do about this.
You might think that “oh, it’s just to say yes to both of them and then attend the one that I get in to”, but for me it’s not that simple. You see, I’ve never felt comfortable in the school-invironment. Always hated it, at least from grade 7 to grade 12 — and I was soooooo overjoyed when I finally got to graduate and be done with the whole thing. I even made a promise to myself that I would never, under any circumstances, go back to school again……
I also know that high school and the University are very different things and offers you very different expirences, but I just don’t feel 100% on board with it. The thing i that my first choice are distance-studies. Which basically means that I will only study from home and keep in touch with my teachers via email and the school-platform and that I can continue working while I’m studying (which I’ll have to since you get just about nothing from CSN). That’s the big dilemma.
I was all set from the beginning, when I read through the results, that I was going to accept my waitlisted spot (in the hopes of four people turing their spots down so that I could begin working on my dream) and that I would deny my already accepted spot in fashion studies so that someone else could take my place. That feels like something that would suit me the best but it feels kinda’ wrong to deny a spot at a great University simply because I don’t want to be a part of the whole “shool-experience”. This is what kills me.
I can’t make out if I’m doing the right thing to stick to something that I know will suit me very well instead of forcing myself to do something that I’m not comfortable with. I mean, it’s still three years of my life that we’re talking about here.
I just feel that the school-thing wouldn’t give anything but tears and sadness. I mean, I don’t want to be a part of all the parties and stuff, that’s not me. I skipped that step of my life. I have my own little family and my adorable Pug and I don’t feel like drinking my ass off just to get to know people (which for the record I don’t cae about doing either). So as I said, the school-thing is probobly not for me.
Well, I have another week and a half to figure all of this out, hopefully I’ll get it right in the end. I just don’t want to sit there in august feeling like I made the wrong decision…that’s all.
Haha, long post with a lot of text….if you made it through; congratz! If not; don’t worry, I probobly wouldn’t either ;)
Sleeeep thight, goodnight!
And generally that’s a bad thing … but not this Monday. This Monday represents the beginning of a new week of pure vacation. I’m so happy I could literally cry.
This weekend there has been a lot of driving involved. Philip has been in Malmö both Saturday and Sunday. This because of the fact that he’s been on a weekend-education and is now, as we speak, a forklift-driver. So I’ve been driving him there this weekend at 7.45 am both mornings. So today it felt really nice to sleep in and not get up until around 10 am.
After I drove him there on Saturaday I went to our big shoppingcenter, Väla, to go sale-shopping at Zara :) I love their stuff and I wasn’t alone….I’ve never seen that many people in there!! But anyhow…I found some great stuff that got to follow me home :)
On Sunday (a.k.a yesterday) I picked up my mom after returning from Malmö and then we went to a nearby town for some coffeedrinking and shopping. So much fun!! And som many pretty things that I got to take home with me! *Happyface*
So in other words this weekend has been really good :)
Today we’re not going to do anything! I need a day like that. So coffee, some reading, some sitting-by-the-computer, and just relaxing is what’s on the shceduele today! Yay!